Feed ME!!!

This has been a really rough week. The Mother's Day commercials are killing me. I don't think I've made it through a night of tv this week without bursting into tears. Yesterday's trip to Marcs was surprisingly emotional. Last year for Mom's Day, Mom and I ran into Marc's to pick up a flower basket for Grandma. It doesn't take much to get me started these days.
I've been "medicating" myself with carbs. It's frustrating because I really need to eat healthy and lose weight. However, I don't seem to be coping well. I feel like whatever I can use to get me through the next few months is acceptable. Yesterday it was a bag of Tato Skins. What annoys me is that after a few handfuls, I really didn't want anymore. But I finished off the bag because I needed something to distract me. DH is home the next few nights, but tonight is Grey's Anatomy. Always an emotional hour, and tonight it's 2 hours!! Luckily, DH is very understanding of the situation and has been wise enough to not comment on my eating.